didnt see this coming

 

 

Texasgirl thank you so much for sharing this information, that's very kind of you.

     My heart aches for you.  You're fighting the good fight for yourself, your family and all of here on this site.   You sound soooo tired.  Drastic times call for drastic measures.... have you read "The cancer battle plan" yet?   This may be the answer you're looking for regarding nutrition.  There is alot to alkalizing and detoxifying your system and the has been many miraculous recoveries when we oxygenate the blood, not just from cancer, but from other ailments as well. 

     Vitamin D and B complex (plus taking a sub-lingual b 12) will help with energy (don't take B comlex on an empty stomach, it will make you hurl).  If you can find someone who pratices chinese medicine, I've heard amazing stories with regards to side effects and rads.  If you'd like I can try to get you a referral, we have a teaching center here in Portland Oregon. 

     I also had Reiki energy work done by a Reiki master, it did help with my energy levels, but not as much as the vitamin D did.

     Life is complicated enough without having to go through what you're going through and when you're tired, it's easy to want to give up just so you can rest.  I wouldn't focus as much on the excercise as I would  the nutrition.  Nutrition is your life source, so if you pick one, pick that. 

     "The Ph Miracle" is another good book with recipes to help, we need to get your energy back quickly in between treatments.

     This is kind of wierd, but I recently discovered Edgar Cayce, He was a well documented psychic that died in the 1940's.  He had no background in medicine in a day an age when the doctors had only a very primitive knowledge of medicine themselves.  He had many revolutionary healing techniques that are still in use today.  There are volumes and volumes of his readings.  Some of his prophicies have been realized, some have not.  What he spoke of regarding cancer is alkalizing the system, detoxifying the body through elimination and oxygenating the blood with UV lights and animated ash (I think this is was vitamin d helps with).  I believe there is truth in this, but it's not an easy process.  I have been doing alot of the stuff, but it's hard.  I'm finished with my treatments so I've been a bit flaky (denial) about sticking to it, but I'm mostly good!  The gal in "The Cancer Battle Plan" was stage 4 BC and got it out of her body in 5 weeks using these methods. 

    Let's face it, we put our lives in the hands of these doctors to cure us, and they poo poo the nutrition and alternative stuff, but the truth is, they're not that good at it.  When they chemo 100 women to save 12 using their morbid horse race calculations and then send all 100 chemo'd women to fend for themselves pumping them full of pharmacueticals that have there own side effects to deal with the side effects of the chemo.  But we do it cuz that's all we got.  But we can do this other stuff too.  I wish it were easier 'cuz food is sometimes our only comfort in this crappy ordeal, but it also is the key to recovery. 

     I will help you in any I can, we're all in this together.

 

Hugs,  Ronda 

    Where ever you can pull your strength from singing Janis Joplin at the top of your lungs to silent meditaion in nature this is YOUR life to LIVE how YOU need to.   Before I was first diagnosed I could feel my life leaving my body, it was very validating to know there was something wrong and that my life WAS leaving my body.  I remember one night lying next to my husband and crying becauuse I felt so guilty wanting to rest (and maybe even die).  I never told him any of this, but it was in that moment that I realized that I really needed to learn to take care of me, because after all without me they would all surely starve to death and have miserable lives (o.k. so I have delusions of grandeur!)   So I have been selfish for the last year eating what I need, reading what I need, sleeping when I need it, cleaning when I want to.  Now there is much more of me to give because I feel good inside and out.  I know the docs do there best to save our lives and they are getting better at it.  We're all in this together and every little bit helps.  It's o.k. to take care of yourself how ever you choose to.  I'm glad you're getting your fight back!

 

Ronda

Being out in public around other people is so important.

 I live in a beautiful area on the west coast of Fl. Havent been to the beach in 2 years. Some relatives showed up today and decided to show then around town ,and beach areas.I had forgotten about nature ,birds and dolphins,people fishing. The sound of the waves, salt air.Just talking to regular everyday people.Eating hot dogs on the beach.

 It dawned on me that I havent been living, only existing. Work, treatments, home,tv, sleep.

 I was watching the tourists who spend hundreds of dollars a year to experience what I can, any day any time.The beautifull sunsets,rainbows, with seagulls and pelicans flying their last flight of the evening.You couldnt get any closer to God.Gods beauty at my finger tips and I have been looking the other way-or have forgotten whats really important.Also a lot of Vit D in the sunshine.

 

Thank you for pouring your hearts out for me , your words and actions

 

with quick helpful info that I needed Immediatly.Im also there for you.

        

I am so happy to hear that you are feeling better and are appreciating the little things in life - stopping to smell the roses.  You are in my prayers.

 

Take care.  Hugs.

Shellie h

 

The breeze, water rolling in, the birds, all of those things sound so relaxing and hopefully bring some peace into our hearts and minds. I will

be there with you in thought and a big hug.